Monday, December 7, 2009

December

As Christmas draws near and the year is rapidly coming to a close, it gets a person wondering about the future, and what is to come next. My best friend is getting married in a little over 7 months, I am so beyond excited for her and I can't wait for it, but it makes me reflect on my own life. Isn't it funny how you can everything planned out and one day it all changes and you no longer have any plans. And I am faced with the dilemma of what if I make a wrong choice? I feel like I'm at a point n my life where if I make a decision and its wrong I could screw up my whole life? And then also life is full of choices and how do you know until you make one if its right or wrong? I guess what I'm saying is I don't really know what to do, or where I should go from here, and to be honest, it scares the crap out of me...