guys

I was thinking today about stuff thats been happening to me and things that have been said to me, and I got to thinking, what makes guys think they can disrespect and talk to and treat women like they are objects? When did it become ok for a guy to call a woman a bitch because she won't dance with him or date him? It is every persons prerogative to choose who they want to date, or heck even talk to. Does that make a woman a bitch because she doesn't want to talk to you? No it doesn't. It just means that she doesn't want to talk to you, get over it and move on. Don't degrade and disrespect her because you got your feelings hurt. It happens deal and move on.

Ok wow its already August!

hahaha apparently I'm horrible at this whole blogging thing... I'm gonna try to be better I promise! Ok so let me see whats happened in the past few months... uuummmmmm I dated a guy who turned out to be an a-hole... big surprise there! hahaha oh my best friend is getting married in a year and I have been helping her with wedding planning which is so much fun! She bought her dress, has her caterer, and location! I'm sooo beyond excited for her! Still dealing with the male harem, as my friends have come to call it. The following of guys that I have, still haven't found the one yet. I figure I'm only 22 I have a long life ahead of me and I am still focusing on me and God so I really don't need a guy at the moment. It would be nice sometimes tho... I'm not lonely I'm just trying to deal with the being alone thing, u know? Some days are better than others but when u have people telling u that u are never gonna find anyone, thats when the hard days come. Trust me, I know I'm young and I know I have plenty of time to find one, and I'm not gonna settloe for just anyone... I want the perfect guy for me, and I know those people are just being stupid and are unhappy in their lives and I just pray for them, because theres nothing else I can do! :) Today is a good day though, I had lunch with the said engaged friend, and we went to Target, which is always a good day in my book!

Ok so so far this summer I have lost my job and trying to find a new one, but it has given me ample time to catch up with friends and to try to destress but I tell you sometimes its more stressful than not. I got to go to a friends beach house in Newport and I'm able to go line dancing a lot which I love! Its my favorite thing to do, plus its a fun way to workout. I've been trying to workout more which I have been so I feel better. Plus my birthday is coming up and is in like a month and a half! Not sure what I'm gonna do yet but I will soon :) So theres a mini update on me sorry its been so long!