New Life

Wow, last time I posted on this I was getting married, and it was Thanksgiving.  Now I am MARRIED!!!!!!!! and it is almost my birthday.  My husband is the most amazing man I have ever met, everything I asked for and more than I could have hoped for.  I am so beyond happy and in love with my life =D

Glory in His holy name; Let the hearts of those rejoice who seek the LORD! 1 Chronicles 16:10

wow I need to get on this more often...

wow so many things!!!! Holy crap! Ok so as you all know from my last post you all know I'm getting married. We had the place booked and everything planned out, then we got a call saying the location was red tagged and we no longer had a wedding location... ya I cried but it worked for the better bc the place we are now having it at was cheaper than the first one, and more of what I had in mind! I'm so excited!!!!! Less than 6 months to go!!!! Sooooo much to do! I will try to get on here more often and update on the goings on n my life, because there is never a dull moment!!!!!

exciting happenings!

So I'm getting married!!!!! Ya u all probably already knew that but I don't care, I had to say it! Its so exciting and I have so many ideas!!!!!!! Oh it seems like its all coming together!!!!! westinandjillian.ourwedding.com is our official website! Its none too exciting yet bc we haven't registered anywhere but the about us is written from the other perspective so its kinda fun! I will hopefully post more soon but I doubt it =)

our wedding website!!!!!

westinandjillian.ourwedding.com

So life is very interesting sometimes. And things happen I believe not only to test you but to make u stronger. I have been going through 2 weeks of hopefully getting stronger. I guess only time will tell. Lies r said, friendships are broken, and lines are crossed that should never be crossed. But I guess it is all for the better... It will be interesting to see what comes next, and how much more I can handle, but considering I'm still here and dealing, I think with God, I'm doing pretty well...

weird

so have u ever felt like a loser and like ur life is going no where? Thats where I am right now and whats sad is I know its not true, and its just a lie put n my head by satan but that doesn't mean that sometimes I don't let it get to me. Because sometimes we all do let stuff get to us. And it seems like increasingly more I feel like this and it just puts me n a funk and I don't like it!!!!!!!! So prayers would b awesome and God and I will try to hash this out... =)

December

As Christmas draws near and the year is rapidly coming to a close, it gets a person wondering about the future, and what is to come next. My best friend is getting married in a little over 7 months, I am so beyond excited for her and I can't wait for it, but it makes me reflect on my own life. Isn't it funny how you can everything planned out and one day it all changes and you no longer have any plans. And I am faced with the dilemma of what if I make a wrong choice? I feel like I'm at a point n my life where if I make a decision and its wrong I could screw up my whole life? And then also life is full of choices and how do you know until you make one if its right or wrong? I guess what I'm saying is I don't really know what to do, or where I should go from here, and to be honest, it scares the crap out of me...